I'm not even that envious of someone with 10 billion won in their 40s

‌Sometimes I feel envious when I see the youth of those in their early 20s
Maybe it's because I'm in my 30s, an awkward age
I'm still young, but thinking that it's almost time
It feels like time has passed so quickly...
At that age, whether it was dating or traveling abroad
Everything felt so fluttering and exciting
But now, I don't think I feel that level of emotion anymore
In my early 20s, even if I looked at a novel or
a painting I liked several times, it would resonate emotionally
I happened to see one today, but it felt bland
Is this what they mean by youth, which you can't buy even with money?
Maybe that's why people get married
and have children to live through vicarious satisfaction
I envy those whose lives are always overflowing with passion
and always feel that sense of excitement, even as they age.