Ugh, what should I buy?

I've wanted to buy the AirPods Max since they first came out, but
what is up with this price? As someone working part-time, the barrier to entry is too high;;
Also, I'm hesitating because I've heard a lot of talk about them being heavy ㅜㅜ
Honestly, I thought the design was on another level, but
after seeing the new Bose ones, I'm torn.
I wonder if it'll look too childish, but the colors are totally my style.
For those who have used them, how were they? Since they're in the 300,000 won range, the value for money seems amazing.
I'm right on the verge of buying these.