5km Run

I haven't participated in many running competitions,
and since I took up running as a hobby, the half marathon the Sunday after next will actually be my first race.
Maybe that's why I lack experience.
I keep heading out for a jog, only to end up checking my race pace before coming back lol
Am I being impatient?
My goal every single day is actually not to run.
But then I think, "Let's at least go for a jog..." or "Ah, I should be able to hit my race pace at any time, right?"
It's a vicious cycle. I've already run for 13 consecutive days haha
Tomorrow is definitely a rest day lol