The more I learn about humans and the world, the more I wonder if living a good life is actually the right way.

Based on my own life experiences and even what people say on YouTube channels about "how to pick up women," it seems that women actually prefer bad boys.
I don't mean "bad guy" in a cinematic sense, but just truly strong men. However, being "strong" ultimately seems to include being "bad."
From the very beginning, whether among men or women, once you enter social relationships and professional life, people start ranking each other and creating hierarchies. It seems like it's difficult for a "nice guy" to maintain a high rank in that hierarchy.
If you are a bit too kind, you get treated like a pushover. I hate that, so I don't engage in traditional social life and instead live working for myself, but just living like this makes me lose my affection for humanity and my connection to this world.
Whether it's men, women, or this world in general, I feel like I am living my life wearing clothes that simply do not fit me.