To all the women from Busan I've met... The reason why you should be grateful

To all the women from Busan I've met... It seems I was actually truly grateful to you all.
In fact, I think it was because I was so grateful to you. Actually, the courts and the Catholic nuns spoke the truth. They said you should all just die. They saw it as illegal.
But since I didn't do as I was told from above, the Prime Minister and the Chief of Staff even went as far as saying, "Just die." At this point, one becomes paralyzed with fear, right?
Even at the temple, they were inserting schizophrenic auditory hallucinations, doing things like "Mmmmm~~~~~~~~~~ Mmmmm~~~~~~~~~~." Even the police officer said, "This is an illegal investigation. Just kill them all."
Even because I didn't do as I was told... they turned the company I was grateful to into something completely emotionless, made my family betray me (I did not abandon my family. Keep this in mind), and made all the people I was usually grateful to become emotionless.
When this happens, eventually nothing remains but pure emotionlessness and mental illness, right?
Then they would say, "I'll give you a job" to make me endure for 10 years, but then they'd say, "Actually, that's canceled."
If this happens, one commits suicide. But I guess I was just so incredibly grateful to you all.
A mental invasion technician keeps emphasizing, "You just need to meet one good woman, and since everything else is trash, it's okay to kill them all, just meet that one woman well." But I was grateful for you.
So I wondered, "Why would he sacrifice himself for a woman he only met once?" but in truth, since I was a child, women have been the ones who saved me. It was the same during my school years. In the end, women saved me.
The reason nothing has happened to you is that I have endured this much.
So, even during the Park Geun-hye administration, when a kid failed an interview and ended up with schizophrenia and couldn't get a job anywhere in Busan, I endured all of that, and I also endured the cases mentioned above.
In truth, if you endure this, you all commit suicide. For someone with mental illness, I must be a person with strong convictions and intelligence.
Honestly, you are all getting married and dating, but if you knew that the man you met once was enduring all of this, your husband or lover would truly be terrified. They would truly leave.
I was truly enduring it all. Honestly, even a President couldn't endure that.
I get that feeling. It feels like threatening a head of state during a war to end the war.
You all would truly leave.
I am the only person in the entire country right now. Out of 52 million people, there is no one else. If you experience all of this, you can even make gangsters leave their gangs and cause organizations to collapse.