I am the person who mentioned my mother was in the ICU

I had a consultation with the professor today..
Ultimately, they told me there is no hope.
It is encephalitis and meningitis.
Both the Infectious Disease department and Neurology are monitoring her.
The Infectious Disease department said
they have performed every possible treatment and every test,
but since none of the treatments are working,
it is not caused by viruses, bacteria, or tuberculosis.
Only the Japanese encephalitis test results are pending, which will take 20 days to come out,
but even if the results do come out,
they say there is no cure for Japanese encephalitis..
The Neurology department said
although the Japanese encephalitis results aren't out yet,
the MRI shows typical signs of Japanese encephalitis.
They said we have to monitor her for about two weeks,
and unless she miraculously recovers on her own,
we will have to decide whether to proceed with life-sustaining treatment..
Wow.
My mother... is going to die from a mosquito bite.
She spent her whole life suffering, and she finally had only happy days left ahead of her..
It is truly so absurd and devastating.
All my aunts who came to visit her
are saying how heartbreaking it is that she finally started to bloom after a lifetime of hardship.
Hearing the words that she is leaving after a lifetime of suffering
breaks my heart so much.
I tried so hard to be a good child,
and I was confident that I would have no regrets even if she passed away,
but even so, I regret not being able to treat her even better.
And I don't know how to live a life without my mother.
At this moment, life feels like hell.
To me, my mother meant so much more than just a parent;
she was the reason and the goal for everything I worked hard for.
What am I supposed to do without her?
I haven't even been able to show her my wedding,
or let her see her grandchildren yet.
I am just crying all day long.