I just can't seem to get into raw fish

I like other seafood
Clams, conch, small octopus, octopus, shrimp, etc.
I also like fish when it's in a stew or grilled
I'm not sure if it's the texture of raw fish I dislike, or if I just prefer it cooked
It's mushy and doesn't feel satisfyingly filling...
So if the company dinner venue is a raw fish restaurant, I really don't want to go lol