I suppose I should get married, right...

I'm at the age where I should be getting married...
Lately, I've been feeling a bit depressed
and I feel like if I miss this chance, there won't be another one...
But
to be honest, I'm not very confident about married life.
I really enjoy being alone
and I don't like being around many people...
And I'd rather not even have a wedding ceremony, haha
I'm just feeling all over the place lately, hehehe